Offline KathrynB333

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Music I listen to

Velvet Acid Christ, VNV Nation, Wumpscut, Nightwish, Massive Attack, Tori Amos, Anathema...to name but a few...*smile*

Movies I like

Underworld Evolution, 13th Warrior, King Arthur, Troy, 300, Lord of the Ring trilogy, Elizabeth I, Elizabeth the golden years, Shakespeare in Love...And the list goes on.

Favourite Sites


ScarletGothica.com

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What about me

THIS MESSAGE IS FOR MY FRIENDS...

I'VE HAD TO MAKE A DECISION CONCERNING MY INVOLVEMENT IN VARIOUS COMMUNITIES ON YUKU. DESPITE UPGRADING TO A CABLE HIGH SPEED CONNECTION, MORE OFTEN THAN NOT WHEN I LOG ON, THE PAGE FREEZES AND DOES NOT PERMIT ME TO EVEN REPLY TO COMMENTS IN MY PERSONAL PROFILE. HENCE THIS RESULTS IN FRIENDS LEAVING COMMENTS AND SOMETIMES I CAN'T EVEN APPROVE OR REPLY GIVING THE IMPRESSION PERHAPS THAT I DON'T CARE. POSTING IN THREADS TEND TO FOLLOW THE PATTERN OF LETTING ME REPLY SOMETIMES AND OTHER TIMES IT FREEZES AGAIN. THIS SITUATION HAS MADE THE EXPERIENCE FOR THE MOST PART FRUSTRATING. I SUPPOSE I COULD PUT UP WITH THE INCONSISTENCIES OF YUKU BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY I'VE MADE THE DECISION OF REFUSING TO PUT UP WITH IT ANY LONGER. I DON'T HAVE THE TIME TO TRY POSTING AGAIN SEE IF THE CURSED SYSTEM WILL LET ME THIS TIME OR ANOTHER...I'VE RUN OUT OF PATIENCE AND FINDING A REASON TO PUT UP WITH IT. I'VE DEVELOPPED FINE FRIENDSHIPS HERE AND APPRECIATE WHEN SOMEONE DROPS BY AND SAYS HELLO. FOR THOSE THAT WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH YOU WILL FIND ME AT DEVIANT ARTS AT THE FOLLOWING ADDRESS: HTTP://DRUSILA333.DEVIANTART.COM
I THOUGHT IT BEST TO SETTLE THE SITUATION AND PASS ON THE MESSAGE SO THINGS CAN BE CLARIFIED AND NO ONE IS LEFT IN IGNORANCE. SOME OF YOU WILL READ THIS AND SOME WON'T BUT THE MESSAGE WILL HAVE BEEN STATED. PERHAPS THE TONE OF THIS MESSAGE SPELLS ANGER AND FRUSTRATION, IT IS A MIRROR OF THE LEVEL OF FRUSTRATION I'VE ACHIEVED ENOUGH TO WANT TO BRING THE ABCESS TO A HEAD AND SETTLE IT.
ANOTHER REASON THAT PROMPTED ME TO MAKE THIS DECISION IS THAT I AM INCREASINGLY MORE ACTIVE IN WORKING AT REFINING AND GAINING KNOWLEDGE IN GRAPHIC ARTS AND WILL SOON BE GOING BACK TO STUDY. MOST OF MY TIME IS SPENT ON DEVIANT ART WERE I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH POSTING AND HAVE ACCESS TO RESOURCES AND DEVELOPPING FRIENDSHIPS THERE. THE COMBINATION OF BOTH SITUATION WHERE ONE IS FRUSTRATING AND THE OTHER IS INCREASINGLY SATISFYING HAS MADE IT EASIER TO TAKE A DECISION. THIS HAS BROUGHT ABOUT SOME REGRETS MOSTLY BECAUSE OF THE FRIENDSHIPS I HAVE DEVELOPPED FOR WHICH I'M SORRY THAT CONTACT WILL PROBABLY BE MORE SPORADIC. SOME OF YOU HAVE MY PERSONAL EMAIL ADDY AND IM AND HOPE THIS IS NOT THE END OF COMMUNICATION.

My media

Collide - Wings of Steel on an Underworld Evolution theme Victoria Frances Art from her book "Free Me" Breaking Benjamin "So Cold"

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  1. VAC - "Slut" lyrics

    01/29/08 18:48:25 | 0 Comments

    well it may sound absurd
    i want to be a wreck for you
    smash out my honor on your floor
    fill up your bathtub with my moods
    well it may sound a little frightening
    i want to swallow all of your skin
    chew your soft tissue into ash
    beat your ego black and blue
    i will be your doll
    i will be your hole
    i will crush your bones
    i will abrade your soul
    i will be your toy
    i will be your thing
    i will tear you down with the twist i...
  2. Honey Blood

    01/15/08 16:35:55 | 0 Comments

    A crowning glory
    Spread in disarray
    Upon the pillow
    A wild honey swirl
    Golden green eyes
    Penetrating and yet clear

    Expectant and enticing
    A kiss bestowed
    Silhouettes molding
    One to another

    Caresses becoming intimate
    Deliberate teasing
    Contained intensity
    Insistency rising

    A quest to satiate hunger
    Equaly demanded
    Honey sweet blood
    Singing in a rush

    Perfumed...
  3. Vampness

    01/15/08 16:33:01 | 0 Comments

    Under the vault of the Universe
    Spanning milleniums
    Humanity and Other
    Corelates and Evolves
    One Unawhare
    The Other too Much

    I Vamp-Therian
    Earthbound through
    Hyper keeness of Senses
    Connected to the web of Life

    Hardly a living dead
    Beautiful and pulsing Life
    Is Felt too much
    Vertiginous heights felt
    Unfathomable drops
    Spiraling downwards
    A symphony of primary senses
    Swriling around...
  4. Dark Knight

    01/15/08 16:30:20 | 0 Comments

    Cool silken lips travel down my neck as a voice
    softly whispers...
    It is I who desire
    To devour your pain
    Leaving a void
    To fill you with rapture as
    Extasy permeates your cells

    It is I who will suck and filter
    The distilled poison
    Simmering in your veins
    Fueled by months of pain
    Feeding your feral nature
    Releasing your perfume

    I will savour your shame
    Gorge myself on it
    Chewing...
  5. Unrequited

    01/15/08 16:28:49 | 0 Comments

    Down on my knees
    The thunder of waves crashing over me
    Crimson tears of rage
    Dropping in the ocean
    Returning to the womb of creation
    Washing away pain
    Merging with The Force

    Wandering about the beach
    Collecting pieces of drift wood
    Like the drifting pieces of my life
    Bleached bone white, stripped and hard
    Gathering for the making of a pyre
    A bonfire of the unrequited loves

    A spark is lit
    Flames slowly...
  6. The Vanishing One

    01/15/08 16:26:48 | 0 Comments

    A stirring felt inside
    A tightening gut feeling
    In response to an expanse
    Tightening the grip in denial
    Strength is manifested
    Frustration acting as catalyst
    To manifestation

    Power surging in every cells
    Hair bristling as muscles tense
    A blood chilling scream
    Cleaving through the Veil

    Infrared vision turning
    Obsidian eyes into amber
    Shaking off remaining
    Shreds of humanity

    Leaping up...

Groovy quotes

Unknown
I'm always good! I even manage to be good at being bad!
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Joan Vinge

Indifference is the strongest force in the universe. It makes everything it touches meaningless. Love and hate don't stand a chance against it.
The Snow Queen

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James D. Bryden
Love does not die easily. It is a living thing. It thrives in the face of all of life's hazards, save one -- neglect.
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Roger de Bussy-Rabutin
Absence is to love as wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small and kindles the great.
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Elie Viesel

The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.

(Oct. 1986)

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Jane Addams

Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we often might win, by fearing to attempt.

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Marianne Williamson

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our Light, not our Darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you NOT to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightening about shrinking so that other people won't feel unsure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. As we let our own Light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.